hey everyone...
i am trying to find some casual weekend work or work after 5:30 during the week for some extra cash... i have a huge debt i have to pay off and i need to get a second job to get anywhere close to paying it off...
i am willing to do just about anything, cleaning, door bitching, waitressing, sales, modeling... i am a very hard worker and i apply myself to anything i do...
i have run a retail store and i have waitressed before... i am good with people and i have an outgoing personality... my only problem is the way i look... i find this is sometimes a draw back... i have facial peircings and i also have very colourful hair as you can see from my user pic...
if you can help me out in any way i would be eternally grateful...
thanks everyone!!!
send me a message to get my number or email me on
phedre.zotz at gmail.com
xxoo
shell

so very pissed off... have a look at this article...

http://www.smh.com.au/articles/2007/02/01/1169919474189.html?page=fullpage#contentSwap2

TOYS FOR ART...

do you have any toys from your childhood that you don't want anymore? I need them...

I have started a new art project and I need to ask a huge favour of you all.

If you have any unwanted toys that your children (or you) no longer play with that you just haven’t gotten around to throwing out please throw them all in my direction. I can’t afford to buy all the toys I need so the more donations I have the better. Even broken toys are great, the more pre-loved the better. Also if you have any friends that are getting rid of their toys please tell them I am interested.

All toys I do not use will be donated to charity and will be put to good use giving a little joy to a kid who needs it. Nothing will be wasted.

I appreciate your help and I look forward to seeing what you come up with!!!

why today sucks...
work is crap and i am rostered to do the worst job in the office this week...
i want to go home and curl up on the couch and watch cartoons and eat bad food... its too cold in the office and there are too many problems to deal with...
i have heaps of washing up to do left over from the weekend...
i have heaps of clothes washing to do and it keeps raining...
i have no energy to do my painting, and i really want to get them done, but by the time i get home i am so exhausted i can't be bothered...

why today is good...
i go home in three hours...
danny might have found something cool to watch on tv and if not i can still watch stuff i like... for example house...
its the middle of the week and after today there are only two more days before the weekend and i have only worked two days (go the long weekend thing!!!)...

stuff that could be good if i put some effort into it...
if i go home and don't sit on the couch and just immediately do the stuff i have to do and thennnnn get out my painting stuff hopefully i won't be too tired to start another painting...

strange but true...

"AS THE Blackmarket Cafe nightclub, the ugly, washed-out building in Chippendale had it all: bizarre simulated sex routines, uninhibited drug cartels - and so much more.

Most infamously, it had the Hellfire Club, a bondage night in which brutish, leather-clad men and women would test whips, hot wax, ropes, and an assortment of more obscure instruments on fetishists." - Sydney Morning Herald

ALL I CAN SAY IS ..... i wanna go to that club!!!

have a look at the rest of the article... i did not go to the club in those days... tell me if you think this is an acurate description...

http://www.smh.com.au/articles/2006/12/13/1165685752392.html

by they way, who's going on friday?

well i am a little more over my strop this morning... although i am still not totally happy... i think i just had a severe case of the mondayitis... which i never really get...

i have a shitty job at work to do this week and i am not enjoying being here at all...

i am going in the presummer tattoo festival on saturday and i arranged two weeks ago to get the day off from work... and today i get told that the people who were supposed to work for me are now doing "other things" which means they expect me to work... i can't, i refuse to... but it fucking sucks to be in this situation... don't "guarantee" me something if you can't deliver on it people... it gives me the shits BIG TIME!!!

i am fucking over today and i want to go home... i need something to distract me from my anger and nothing is seeming to do it today...

this suck *stomps foot on the ground and pouts*

:(

grumpy grump grump grump...
so fucking grumpy...
and lonely...
i hate myself today...
i wanna go home...
and now i am being fucking emo too...
and i hate that more than anything...
grump...

today is a bit nerve-wrecking... but only cause i am doing it to myself... i am going to my sculpture class tonight and then after that i am going to see mattoo to get my new tattoo...

i am having the worst day at work too... everything is going wrong... i wanna go home and cry... not work...

well i had an excellent night last night...
first i went to random_s's house for fuzz's birthday... unfortunately i didn't get enough time to really talk to many people and i am especially sad that i didn't get more time to hang out with my main girl punch_bug which was really really shit... but i got to see quite a few people who i haven't seen for a while...

then i went to bloodlust and saw a hell of a lot of people i haven't seen in a very long time... the night wasn't long enough and i didn't get to talk to as many people as i wanted to which is a real shame... especially frankdog, ozgenre, v3nu5 (who i only saw in passing) and many others... i got to talk with mattoo for a while which was fun...

the best part of the night for me was finally getting things cleared up with hexyhexy... it really has been a very long time... it was good to talk and sort out what was wrong... glad to have you back in my life darlin!!!

anyway i haven't slept yet and i think it is high time that i do so... so this is me signing off for tonight (or this morning to be accurate)...

xxoo

Your Brain is 47% Female, 53% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

great... so, i am more guy than girl... that is just disturbing...

trying to decide what to do this week... i have a few too many things on... and when i say a few i mean a lot...

i want to see mattoo about my new design and get it started but he is only free on tuesday and wednesday after 8pm... today is tuesday and i didn't get his message till this morning and therefore i have none of my stuff with me... wednesday i am already double booked... i am supposed to be going to my sculpture course and i am supposed to be going to see rondney rude at the same time... i think i am going to have to delay my course till thursday if i can...

then, on friday, i want to go and see some hip hop at bondi beach which is fine cause nothing is on, but i think after tuesday, wednesday and thursday i am going to be really tired, plus there is heaps of stuff i want to do on the weekend and i don't want to tire myself out before then...

then on saturday i have the biggest dilema of all... i really want to go to bloodlust and i have done for ages but steph sent me a message last night telling me about the party they are having for fuz's birthday, which means that if i do go to bloodlust i will have no-one to go with... i am pretty shitty about that cause i have wanted to go to the steampunk bloodlust since it was first advertised... and i have huge anxiety problems when i turn up at an event by myself... plus i am a bit worried about getting back into the scene... i think people have made judgements about me based on another persons opinion of me and that worrys me...

then on sunday i want to go to sounds on sunday and see Jack Prest play his set... i don't think i will be allowed to do all this stuff cause danny will want to clean and stuff which is fair enough but this is my last weekend off for quite a while and i want to enjoy it.... arrrrrrgh what do i do???

well i feel like i have achieved something.

last night i started my sculpture course at tom bass studios in erskenville. i was righ, i have literally no skill in 3d perception, but i can learn that. i had fun and got my hands dirty...

hehehe

i am so totally bored. there is nothing to do at work. there are no calls to take and i have nothing research.

everything is blah today.

work have decided to take advantage of my knowlege and use me to train people. this is great and all cause i like to train but unfortunately this means i can't meet my stats for the week which means i loose out on the chance of getting an extra $200 a week for making my targets. i have no balls and i can't seem to confront anyone about it without just backing down.

arrrgh. this is really stressing me out. feel like tearing my hair out in frustration.

grrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well here i am back in the land of oz, and what a wonderful land it is.

i actually got back on saturday night at around 20:30 after about 32 hours of travelling. i then proceeded to not be able to sleep all of saturday night and baked a cake and made some dog food and then collapsed in a heap at about 18:00 on sunday.

i woke up monday morning at about 02:00 and my stomach thought it would be a good idea to get rid of everything in it and to cause me considerable pain. it also rejected that anything i try to put back in it could possibly be good. i ended up having to get an injection from the doctor to get me to stop throwing up and now my stomach ulcer has flared up again, but at least i can keep that under control with the correct food and medication.

since i have come back from europe i haven't been able to sleep past 05:00 which is good for the house cause i am keeping the kitchen very clean.

i have also started excercising because i am just not happy with myself the way i am at the moment and i am going to be pro-active about it instead of just ignoring it. i have had very bad health this year and i need to improve it and i figure that excercise and a better diet will help to improve my immune system. i am sick of taking so many tablets every day, it is expensive and i can't see how it is all helping me in the long run.

i am at work at the moment and it is extremely boring (as i am sure you can tell from my long post). our systems are down and aren't getting fixed any time soon. there are so many other things i could be doing right now other than just sitting here. i have heaps of stuff i need to do at home.

oh well, thats enough from me.
:)

its been a while since i have done this... as most of you would know...

i came back from hong kong this morning at 06:45 from an educational for work... i left on friday at 06:15... i am so tired and spacey in the head...

i bought too many pairs of shoes... and now i am poor (stupid cool shoes and access to stupid credit stupid card...

not one single resteraunt i went to with work had vegetarian food so i was forced to go on a salad only diet...

the smog was gross...

the hotel staff were rude...

cathay pacific's planes are really old and their seats are too small
for the majority of people who use their planes...

anyway, enough of the whining...

i am going to europe on saturday... (flights permitting)... unforunately i am on standby which means that i may leave at any time between saturday and whenever there is a flight with available seats... arrgh... oh well i shouldn't complain, at least i am going overseas...

*crys* i wanna go home :(

YEAH I'M BACK FROM OUTTA SPACE!!!

How are you all??? I hope you are all doing well, though from some of you posts it seems a bit glum...

I haven't really been doing all that much...

I am still in the same job...

Don't go out as much as I used to, or to the places I used to go to... I feel like a bit of a hermit, or like I am getting old (but thats all in your mind anyway isn't it?)...

I am thinking of going back to UNI next year which should be nice and expensive... Not sure if I can afford it but I need to do this...

I went to Fiji in May which was interesting... I went with
work which meant that I was looking at hotels the whole
time... but hey thats what you get for working in the travel industry...

I am going to Hong Kong on the First of September for work as well but this trip should be far less busy... I get to go to Disneyland!!! Totally excited about that, plus I get to go shopping!!!

I get back on the 5th of September and then fly out again to Europe on the 10th (the day before my birthday) and stay there for two weeks... So much for relaxing during your holidays huh...

Anways... miss you all a heap... maybe I should get up off my couch and do something for a change...

xxoo

hey everybody!

i came out of hospital last wednesday... I had my appendix removed... and an ovarian cyst... lots of fun... so i have been off work for two weeks now... feeling pretty shit... but i am getting better, however, not well enough to go to bloodlust tomorrow night... that means i have missed two, not that anyone has seemed to notice... but hey, thats life...

well i hope you are all doing well...

signing off!

i'm not dead... i'm just broke...




just incase anyone was wondering...


that is all...

this weekend was fun and totally tiring!!!

on saturday we went to ikea to get house stuff... ikea is huge!!! i can't believe how much stuff there is... their pricing system seems to be a bit of a mystery to me... their crappy plywood tables are more expensive than the solid pine ones??? but i have to adimit that they did have some great bargains for kitchen stuff...

PHOTOS OF OUR NEW HOUSE
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so our application was accepted for the house we really wanted, which is awesome... our house is around the other side of the street from where we live at the moment, which means that i will be close enough to just walk around to have a smoke!!! it also has airconditioning and they are going to let us have the dogs in the back yard!!!

i am so totally broke it isn't funny... we have had to buy soooo much stuff... and we still have more to get like a couch and a dining table and a tv and a microwave... it seems like the purchasing will never end :(

this week is big day out which is also the two year anniversary of moving into the house with tor and clare... kinda sad that we are leaving them but at least we will be close by...

anyway back to work... maybe more of an update later!!!